dumpy

boy, i've been neglecting this blog again. i feel down in the dumps a lot since moving here. not my normal bitchy/complain-y down in the dumps either. i don't bother dressing up for things, i just don't put much effort into anything anymore it seems and it's a cycle. the worse i feel the less i do, and he less i do the worse i feel.

anyway, i've taken haven here. for now anyway. who knows, one day i might want to spend more time here again.